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Friday, 29 August 2008

Thursday, 21 August 2008

  • I am so over it .. literally over it. I am sick of getting my emotions attached to something that wasn't even mine in the first place. It hurts .. I'll admit, it hurts to see the person you been seeing for the past 9months with someone else. What makes it even more hurtful is being there for them through everything and being the one who gave them comfort and help them picked themselves up when their life were falling apart and all over the place. It sucks even more to be left out in the cold in the end. It is complicated.......

    totally the song of the moment .. exactly every word and everything i feel.

Sunday, 03 August 2008

  •    I was caught in the whirlwind of my life but nonetheless I will blog about my trip to Colorado and the present time. My trip to CO was amazing and I had the time of my life -- actually, the best summer of my life by far. I flew out early in the morning from LAX and got to Denver by 10:00am and it was a nice location. I pretty never seen that much open space and beautiful green trees in my life because in California ... all you see is brown bushes and trees which explains the fires we have here all the time.





    I had the best, most wonderful, obedient, and unique group of children. I enjoyed teaching and spending time with them. I fell in love with them in such a short amount period of time, the same way they fell for me. Each of them have their own personality and talents. Amazing and are most definitely lucky because these children were adopted from an orphanage from different countries. Well, it was very difficult when i had to say goodbye and I cried and hugged them as the camp came to an end but there is always a next year. My experience at the camp cannot be compared because what I took out of this trip is priceless.

    My trip to CO also had its highlight. I met a very handsome guy at the airport terminal. He is from Wyoming but is currently going to school at Duke University but is flying to Sydney, Australia to study abroad for a couple of months. Well, it was funny because we sat across each other for an hour or so to wait for our flight. As two normal strangers we were minding our own business until we had to board our flight. They start calling out certain groups to board the flight and I was the third group and I got up to leave and I expected him to be the fourth group but it happened to be he was in my group and he was right behind me as we walked to our flight attendant to give her our boarding pass. From there I thought to myself, it would be so hilarious if we sat next to each other. Our seat was way in the back so it was funny how we kept walking and I am thinking oh wow, this guy is going to be sitting next to me. It happens that I found my seat number and took my seat and his was next to mine and he started laughing. I guess we both thought the same thing. Anyways, it was an amazing flight because we laughed and talked all the way. We even played Sudoku with each other and was very nice and kind to our flight attendant that we decided to write her a poem and made her laugh. She ended up giving us free food -- which is worth about $15.00-- adding that it was like $3.00 each for a bag of chips,cookies,peanuts, and all the stuff she gave us. It was a fun flight back home and in the end we exchange numbers to keep in contact. Pretty much -- my trip was amazing . Flew out to teach an amazing group of kids and at the same time found myself a cool guy. hahahha

Sunday, 27 July 2008

  • Colorado was fun and here i am home now ! I met a very cute, handsome boy on the plane - actually we met in the terminal and ended up having to sit next to each other on the plane. Anyways, I will blog on CO once I get the time too.

Tuesday, 15 July 2008

  • I am excited for Colorado ! I am looking forward to it. I need a break from everyone ... home and work and just people in general. It's my time to fly for awhile  -- well almost a week.

Thursday, 10 July 2008

  • I learn that in life you have to love yourself first before you can love anyone else. I find that was the most difficult thing for me to do before -- learning to accept who I am. Then I find that once I have overcome accepting myself I learn to love others better and I learned to live my life in such a positive way. It is hard to love yourself at times because criticism and opinions makes us feel we are never good enough. But learn to appreciate the person that you have become and accept the person inside of you. You are what you are and you can be who you want to be. Choose your pick. Make yourself be the person you want to be. If you want to be a person who is weak and negative -- then go be that person. To tell you the truth, no one is stopping you. The only person that is stopping you is "YOURSELF".

Sunday, 06 July 2008

  • It was the perfect evening ...it was perfect. But I keep telling myself "NO", I cannot keep falling for you even more...I just cant. You are everything I am not but I know I deserve better. I know you don't want me the way I want you. No, I cant fall for you.

Friday, 04 July 2008

  • I did not think you would ever find a way back to my heart ... but you did.  I did not think I could trust myself to like someone but I did. I am growing closer to you more than ever .... more than the first time we met and you don't even know it.

    Lifehouse -- you and me

    " cause it's you and me and all of the people
    with nothing to do
    nothing to lose
    and it's you and me and all of the people
    and I don't know why
    I can't keep my eyes off of you

    all of the things that I want to say
    just aren't coming out right
    I'm tripping inwards
    you got my head spinning
    I don't know where to go from here "

Wednesday, 02 July 2008

  • I spent two hours at my bank trying to figure problems with my visa card and why I was decline taking money out but at the same time was charged for the amount i couldn't take out. I am so overwhelmed !

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    • Name: Leslie
    • Location: Long Beach, California, United States
    • Birthday: 1/21/1989
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 3/24/2003

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